White Dress Princess on a friday night
Monday, January 3, 2005
1:08AM - NEW LIVEJOURNAL!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, January 2, 2005
...i really just dont know what to do anymore...
i think numbness is setting in...go ahead...right now would be a great time to walk all over my lifeless body
i have to at least pretend im happy for my families sake...
Saturday, January 1, 2005
Friday, December 31, 2004
Thursday, December 30, 2004
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
ok so yesterday wasnt a total bust...
as much as i was completley bummed out about the damn waether i still had a pretty good day we went to the mall and i was in a really pissy/bad mood but that was chaged when we ran into some friends we hadnt seen in a while...garett jordan and randell and we kinda met the guy who could possibly be their new singer...hottie! haha so that was pretty good then we came home cuz the mall got boring...hung out at the house for a while and then went to wahoo's we surprised tiff by having fancy pants come...and then we came home and did the whole cake thing...and i made a wish and it came true!!!!!!! i was so happy...i wished i could talk to andrew because it has really been WAAAAY to long..and i talked to andrew last night...it was kinda wierd...two things i wanted happened yesterday...my "birthday wishes" never come true...it kinda made me happy...but yah i have a shit load of pictures to put up because we played dress up last night but i really dont feel like it...and i am gonna have more to put up after tonight and stuff soooo perhaps later tonight or tomorrow...alrighty?? mucho loveo!!!! muah!!!
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
Monday, December 27, 2004
I HATE THE RAIN ITS FUCKING GOING TO RUIN MY BIRTHDAY I HAD TO CANCEL SANTA MONICA IF I HAVE TO FUCKING CANCEL GOING TO CITY WALK SOMEONE WILL DIEEEEEEEEEEEE
SO IF ANYONE WOULD LIKE TO BEAR THE COLD AND RAIN TOMORROW...WE ARE GOING TO CITY WALK AND WILL BE THERE AROUND 7ISH AND WE ARE GOING BOWLING AND PLAYING IN THE ARCADE...YAH U CAN TELL IM TURNING 18...HAHA SO YAH...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME..ITS GETTING RUINED ALREADY...I HATE IT ALREADY I DONT WANT TO BE 18 ANYMORE...FUCK THIS SHIT!
Sunday, December 26, 2004
welcome to the backlash of christmas
for those who have no idea what i am talking about..its basically the days between december 26 and january 2 where everyone is pissed about what they did and didnt get for christmas and frantically trying to return things they dont want without hurting anyones feelings, and buying more shit that they really never needed in the first place. people figure that december 26 means they dont have to be nice anymore..christmas is over the feeling is gone my family already took down the tree and i am so fucking depressed...i can not stand it.
i want to get away today was one of those days i would have loved to just drive. just get in a car and drive for hours listening to loud screaming music so loud i cant hear myself screaming at the top of my lungs...that is what i wish i could have done today...instead i went to best buy to get a memory card for my camera and to jamba juice..i was going to venture to the mall but i decided i didnt feel like getting into a fight with someone who was to bitchy to notice other human beings around.
maybe im the bitchy one...maybe thats what the problem is i dont know im going to be 18 in 27 hours and 20 minutes and i am really pissed about the weather it is never on my side. it always rains on my birthday..one year i would love for it not to rain...that would be wonderful so i could actually do what i planned on doing and not have to cut things short due to rain...i hate it..its rediculous.
fuck christmas backlash and get me out of this town...i really think im ready for my "knight in shining armor" to come rescue me now...
Saturday, December 25, 2004
ok so lets see...the last week was awesome..
monday i went to amanda's house and spent the night, tuesday got up went and got napoleon dynamite went back to amanda's and watched it!...yesss...then that night we went to my dads and michelle came over and we went driving around and went to borders and ish...wed we went to city walk and it was so so so so so soooooooo much fun!!! thursday i went and saw the sponge bob movie which was freakin awesome!!!! friday family came over and today is christmas and i am finally home...yay!
so christmas was rad ass...i got a keyboard at my dads house from santa...tee hee and at my moms i got a digital camera from santa...and then i got a hamster!!! yay his name is larry and i love him! he is amazing!!!! tee hee...and a little bit short bus...therefor he is perfect!!!! and yah i have some pictures some from today some from a while ago!!!! so here we gooooooooo
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Thursday, December 23, 2004
( boredom strikes againCollapse )
i just saw the sponge bob movie...omg..it was soooo funny!!!
Patrick, "did you see my underwear?"
Patrick, "oh...did you want to?"
OMG..i love that movie!!! and i want to go see Lemony Snickets..and the movie about the zebra...Racing Stripes or something...haha anyone wanna come??
OMG!!!! and peatree...im taking u to see the mask 2 or something like that..allen cummings is in it and there is a dog named otis!!! LOL...think of the irony...i laughed!!
ok so i really thought that last night was gonna suck out loud because michelle couldnt go, kasey couldnt go, and stephanie never let me know if she could go or not so i assumed she couldnt go or didnt want to or something of that sort and carli didnt go...so i was sad about those four...but it was a lot of fun!
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004
so i found out last night that i could be in a my chemical romance video...im a bit excited about that but you have to send in your picture to be "approved" and you get paid for doing it and whoooh! that would be so rad if i was able to do that! haha
sorry for not going outside and dancing with you guys last night..i am very sorry and we shall some other time k? ♥
hm..so the icc at city walk tonight...oohhhhh sheeeiiitt...this shall be interestingly crazy! haha you guys should all get there early so we can play!!!! yay!
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
i am prolly jinxing everything that i am hoping for right now...but things seem to be turning around...yay!
Monday, December 20, 2004
you LOVE my icon it is the sex...even stephanie does cuz i said so....haha TASTE OF CHAOS TOUR BABAY!!!!!! im soooooooooo excited!!!
so this lame-ass weather has me sick. and no i dont mean figurativley im really sick and it sucks...i have had a cold for about 2 weeks now and im really getting sick of my throat hurting and not being able to sleep because i cant breath..its so lame! RAWR!!!
this weekend was a bust..my fantastic weekend of seeing megan and having fun fizzled out and i stayed home all weekend except friday night when i really wish i was home.
tonight im going to amamnda's that shall be fun fun fun! even if her fucking car broke down this morning..fucking monster! haha and then tomorrow morning we are going to best buy to get napoelon dynamite...best buy opens at 10...we are leaving a 930...her house is 2 minutes from best buy...YESSS! haha...nothing like standing in the cold!!! haha...and then we are gonna go and watch it like 54213213652361 times! haha yay! and then i go to my dads til saturday...im thinkin that should be fun! i miss kira..lol...ok so yah...im gonna go now one of these days im gonna have a shit load of pictures to put up! haha!
GUYS IM GOING TO SANTA MONICA PIER ON MY BIRTHDAY NIGHT-ISH LEMME KNO IF U WANNA GO CUZ WE HAVE TO FIGURE EVERYTHING OUT STILL..HAHA BUT IF YOU WANNA COME...TELL ME!!!!!
Sunday, December 19, 2004
i wish someone would come to my house one morning..take me for the day and just have fun with me...
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